I am both exhausted and agitated. I was just speaking with my boyfriend on the phone, deciding to reducing my agenda. (I am too stressed, more than actual overplanning) He just about ordered me to go to bed (I have tears in my eyes from tiredness but I feel some apprehension in going to bed -odd) I will be a good girl and go to sleep ( Read more... )

Of course it doesn't work automatically so that if you love someone you will love his family too. And though I am very close to my own sister I have already noticed that not every enjoys a similar relationship with their siblings. In other words, I have some problems with Peter's sister (my sister (out of) law ( Read more... )

Last Friday, when I had my bags packed to cycle to my boyfriend for the weekend I found that my bike was missing. And I couldn't find my bike keys, That would be the second bike within 1 year I loose due to forgetting locking it. *grrrom* This stresses me. Not only because of the loss of a bike, (and the money a new one will cost) but I also don't ( Read more... )

My life is lovely in a way, but it is also too easy. I just live for the weekends with my boyfriend and recuperate during the weekdays. I feel I do not really have my own project. Yes, I have my thesis, but I seems to have dropped out of the rhythm ( Read more... )

I dreamt I was being attacked by a knitted killer whale.

I am going to cook a chocolate rosemary themed lunch tomorrow...

well, the starter is the odd one out, it is a mushroom soup (or does anyone have a theme fitting alternative suggestion?)

main course: PEPPER-CRUSTED TENDERLOIN STEAKS WITH SHALLOTS, PORT AND CHOCOLATE
with Zucchini (Courgettes) braised in rosemary infused olive oilwith potatoes ( Read more... )

fajdrako asked whether I had managed to enrol in the mime course. The answer is, no not really. I changed my mind about doing it. Last week I spent in depression and I was once more made aware of how limiting it is. Quite literally, my movements become smaller and insecure, my body tenses up and tries to take as little space as possible. I decided that ( Read more... )

I am going to make a list and will feel like a proper consumer (is for the last 2 months).

• a vacuum cleaner (apart from the mice, the old one was quite a disaster)
  
• a dustbin (I used to have my garbagebags just straight on the floor in the kitchen, somehow this induced messiness
  
• blue boots (short) to wear on the motorbike (did I mention that Peter' ( Read more... )

So, the summer is almost at an end (not that the weather knows, it is quite summery here) but plans for the new season have to be made ( Read more... )

When my sister vacuum cleaned my house in preparation for my birthday party she complained the dust blew out of the machine. I took the vacuum cleaner to the garden to change the bag and when I opened it up a little mouse jumped out and ran of into the garden. It must have thought it found some kind of heaven, dark and full of crumbs, a perfect ( Read more... )