okso its really no secret me n wills relationship is a real big douchey one.. i know ive been upset, but will is not the only one messing up.. so have i, ive said things, and done things that im not proud of, but part of being young and in a relationship, is learning from it, how do you keep it lasting if you dont work things out, i got alot that i ( Read more... )

i am so ready for a vacation im so stressed, my back is tinse as hell, my head hurts from tashas screaming and wills constant teasing or picking.. i know hes trying to have fun but once in a while i need a damn back rub, and my feet rubbed lol i donno i guessi just stress out for no reason but i cant never think straight no more. in a way i want to ( Read more... )

well today will and i were sapose to go to a friends house and hang out for awhile and also getme out of the house for a while, but 20 to 30 nminutes before we had to leave they had to cancel sadly, which i dont mind as long as they told us or something, but what im annoyed about is even though i had my make up done and hair done, will said to me ( Read more... )

well in the last entry i talked a lil bout my ex and i realize that it was wrongin a way for me to not  let him now how i felt in the first place, i was upset and went looking for someone knew, which i did. I didnt want to hurt him on purpose but i ended up doing it n/e way.  In our relationship we constatly fought, over issues that i will not say ( Read more... )

well thismorning i looked out the window and at first it seemed like a normal cold day but oncewill returned from his grandmas it just poored snow, we got a few inches of snow in just a few minutes. we got dressed as soon as we could and went out side and played. wanda took somepics of all of us and then we took care of the dogs and as soon as that ( Read more... )

Ok, willpretty much got a new laptop from a friend who had it and it's been sitting around his offce for about a year iguess and he decidedto give it to will,we have the net now so ill be able to keep up withstuff alot better. Alot has happend since i wrote last but me n will have been holding on strong. We still have our moments of not getting ( Read more... )

130 Random Questions

When was the last time you cried?: umm my grandpas and my husbands cusins doughter funeral..
Have you ever faked sick?: who hasn't ?
What was the last lie you said?: i try to be pretty honest... really honest lol
Have you ever cried during a movie?: umm... i dont remember.
Have you ever danced in the rain?: all the time lol
Have you ( Read more... )

...hmmm...well just so you know me n will are both in a agreemant that his "mom" is to no longer see natasha. She has broke our trust far to many times, and we both agreed as a couple that she is no longer see her. we have had enough of her lies, and bull shit back stabbing... We have let way to much stuff fly, and this last time was the final ( Read more... )

Well as some know I use to be an alcoholic and I was using drugs, but I’m not sure if people knew how bad it all really was. It all actually started after my parents divorced and I got my first taste for liquor, and then after being molested by my step-dad it really got to me for many years. I had no one to talk to, I felt betrayed by my own mom ( Read more... )

so alot of crazy shit has been going on, i dont really want to talk about it because if i do then someone will read this and tell someone and then they will tell people that have no right to know so yea i really cant talk about my issues. that sux ( Read more... )