(sigh)
so alot of crazy shit has been going on, i dont really want to talk about it because if i do then someone will read this and tell someone and then they will tell people that have no right to know so yea i really cant talk about my issues. that sux.
I have moved here 3 years ago and its just sad to know that i still dont have a good friend here. You know someone to talk about all my issues to and trust them with, and can relate to. And i cant really do that with my husband because he's not a wiccan, so i cant talk about that with him, and he has his own set of friends and it just sux. you know i want to be able to talk to people too, and i cant. I cant talk to anyone here and it gets really lonely... I know i got natasha, but she's a baby, thats diffrent (chuckles).
........I got trust issues. And ever since that little drama (that my mom went and told her ex and grandma when she has to much to worry about), i feel like im stuck in this.... i dont know what. I want to trust her and i want to have her in my life, but i just dont know what to do no more. Will and everyone say's give her a chance, but i still dont want to.. and this has been going on since natasha has been home. I just wish i knew what to do....
I have moved here 3 years ago and its just sad to know that i still dont have a good friend here. You know someone to talk about all my issues to and trust them with, and can relate to. And i cant really do that with my husband because he's not a wiccan, so i cant talk about that with him, and he has his own set of friends and it just sux. you know i want to be able to talk to people too, and i cant. I cant talk to anyone here and it gets really lonely... I know i got natasha, but she's a baby, thats diffrent (chuckles).
........I got trust issues. And ever since that little drama (that my mom went and told her ex and grandma when she has to much to worry about), i feel like im stuck in this.... i dont know what. I want to trust her and i want to have her in my life, but i just dont know what to do no more. Will and everyone say's give her a chance, but i still dont want to.. and this has been going on since natasha has been home. I just wish i knew what to do....