for those of you who care.. i can not wat to come back to school and CT. as much as i hate it..or use to it is the only place i have roots. but i have also decovered that you can make new ones and hopefully keep some of them..that thay are transportabul. mostly when it comes to family. I have made a lot of new friends. and plan on achely coming ( Read more... )

so mioness the fact that im homeless and don't know what im going to do with my life... i am very happy with ware i cerrently am. this entry is not so much for people to read but for me to write. though i know that i should be doing a lot better. i look back on all that i have accmplished in the past 3 years and i see very little to not be proud of ( Read more... )

 I want too meany things i can not optaine. because i think myself unworthy to uptain them. nothing in this life comes easly to me, i scrape and beg for every 1/2 inch only to get shoved back a foot and scrape my ass. i just wish there was another way. but i know there isent. that i must keep fighting because the alternatave is to bad to think ( Read more... )

so i'm just venting, you do not have to read this it will probly be unbarably long.
i left under the stress of bills, finals, and losing housing....so why would my brake be any better..if you don't know the story about that don't worry its still in developement. so i was sick and depressed when my sister came to pick me up from school. the next day ( Read more... )

My life right now is not plesent. i love it and everyone in it but MY GOODNESS! so we all know im UBER bizzy with classes and clubs and all. but now everyware i go i get into fights with people. so far this semester i have fought with 
chris
roben
mysti
diana
the director of the last show
and steph
me chris and roben have worked everything out and i ( Read more... )

so im uber bizzy and therfore cranku and sad most of the time. the thing i want most right now is to be able To go into my mom's room and cry and tell her everyhting thats wrong...sept in thinking about it that never really worked that well. lol i would have better lick with tina or anna...but i just miss having all of them around. im such a momma' ( Read more... )

that's the way i like it and i never get bord. lmao :p any who that is just another way of saying my life is still crazy and hopefully will give me a brake for a day or two at some point so i can get some really inportend shiznet done. i love that i spend a lot of time on my grades. i have never really cared so much before and it feels good. the ( Read more... )

I have been bizzy as fuck. havent even called my family since i have been back so to those of you out there feeling neglected im sorry, dont take it personal. lmao and the phone workes both ways dam it :p. so i absolutly love my classes... i have 3 theater classes...all mandatory for my major, one electave=potery, an L corse that i may gripe about ( Read more... )

lots and lots to tell. im rooming with tussy, were in a sweet with diana, cristins, katemonster and emily. it is much fun but a littl hard to get much constructave done. my first week back was fun. me and diana molested 2 guy friends...woops. went to a hippy fair today and got mamoons yum. and  diana and i went into the potery room to practice ( Read more... )

too much so hears a list

Cons
1. got into a fight with my 39 year old cousent in a restrant
2. dont like my sisters boyfriend...we always disagree and bicker....hes a sexest ass
3. never get out of the house.
4. have no friends hear
5. live with people who are way too intrested in my verginity
6.have no blanket
7.cant sleep at night
8.just got to make ( Read more... )