summer update

[wickedricia]

for those of you who care.. i can not wat to come back to school and CT. as much as i hate it..or use to it is the only place i have roots. but i have also decovered that you can make new ones and hopefully keep some of them..that thay are transportabul. mostly when it comes to family. I have made a lot of new friends. and plan on achely coming back for thansiving and x-miss to work and se them. wow . lol. never thought i would say that...work is stressfull. but some days are better then others...glad to be doing somthing elce for a wile..why am i a theater major? because i get bord with the same thing every day of corse. i dont any of you will be able to follow this train of though..but i do and thats what matters. i want to be even more focused this year then i was last year..do more things...get even better grads and try not to be destracted by boys at all. i only wish i had the disablin for this however..i know me better then that. lets just hope i can be better with every day that passes and that my will, persanality, morals, intelegence and pashence grows with every day. i want to actavly stand up for what i beleive in insted of shuting my mouth when a sensitave issue is brought up...not to say that i will always be in a debate but i will do it more often. just because i am no longer afraid of an argument. and i relise now that if somone can not argue with me and have us both emerge then i can let go of them with a free conshes..
THIS PART IS IMPORTEND
i want everyone to know that i ahve lost touch with people, stoped talking to others on pourpus. but that i love and miss them all. that it phisicaly pains me to not talk to some of them. that today i still lose sleep over it. that im sad we could not see eye to eye. but that i do not regret ending  the frendiships that i have..but more importenly i do not regret being there friend. we have all tought eachother so much. 
sorry rambling
peace love and hugs
ricia