I havent posted in 5 years (lol) well:

-He is a stupid fucker.
-The other guy is non exsistant.
-they got divorced.
-I told my best friend he was selfish, he called me a whore.
-My family are my best friends, sometimes.

okay I'm done.

Love always,
Raven

Adam and Tesia came and spent the night with me a couple weeks ago. Adam and I were laying on the bed and I had my arm around him and he was like "I'm sorry" and I asked him for what and he said "for not being what you want me to be... I'm sorry, I'm just not feeling it.." then not even 10 minutes after he told me he pretty much didnt want me he ( Read more... )

A bunch of shit has been happening... earlier this month i had an anxiety attack, all the bullshit kept building up and it finally caught up to me. I was just sitting at the comp and I was listening to music then I just started crying and freaked the fuck out. I keep jumping from guy to guy, and i keep getting hurt. When will i be happy again? Who ( Read more... )

So theres been a bunch of things that have happened. Well on Halloween I went to this concert with Ciara, to see her boyfriends band play, it was in Chattannoga. I told her I had to be home by 10, she assured and promised me that we would be home by that time and the latest would be 11. Well I finally get home about 3:30 in the fucking morning! Mom ( Read more... )

Well I got gooneys number from Daniel. Me and Tesia wrote him a message that said hey, then he wrote back and said hello, then I told him that it was Me and Tesia and he never wrote back, so we called him twice but he didnt answer... what an asshole :-(. I didnt think he was like that, he's a fucking shallow person. Dreama broke up with Stephen. ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Daniels birthday/halloween party. So me, Stephen and Kevin went but then they wanted to leave so I was like w/e, then I went and got Tesia and we went. It was so fun... Gooney was there. I'm crushing hard for him, and I feel soo depressed cause I'm probably not gonna get to see him anymore, unless he's with Daniel. I'm like crying, ( Read more... )

Bam broke up with me on sunday night... he broke me heart. I cant believe I let myself get into deep for him. I'm still kind of speechless. He said he doesnt feel anything, and that hurts me so bad. It makes me feel like all that we've had meant nothing to him. Fuck the whole "love" thing. He knew I've been hurt before, and he led me to believe he' ( Read more... )

So a bunch of shit has happened. Kevin has been making me upset lately, just his random shit that deals with the girls he likes, I sometimes feel like the girls he like are more important than OUR friendship :-(. Anyways I called Daniel last night and he was like "Hey beautiful!" so that made me happy. :-) ... Well I havent talked to Bam in three ( Read more... )

Last night was the Man's Myth tour, it was Project: Deadman, The R.O.C, Anybody Killa, and TWIZTID. It was fucking wicked, I met ABK again and got a pic with him :-), I met Prozak from PDM and got a pic with him too. I'm glad I got to see PDM cause they're the shit, I kinda wanted to see them the most cause I've already seen everyone else before. ( Read more... )

It's been a year since JT left, its crazinnes, it seems like only yesterday when it happened. I feel the same way as I did when I found out, and I have tears in my eyes right now just thinking about him. I still have no clue why he did what he did, I guess I'll find out whenever I get there. I want him to know that he will be forever missed ( Read more... )