Dec 24, 2005 18:22
A bunch of shit has been happening... earlier this month i had an anxiety attack, all the bullshit kept building up and it finally caught up to me. I was just sitting at the comp and I was listening to music then I just started crying and freaked the fuck out. I keep jumping from guy to guy, and i keep getting hurt. When will i be happy again? Who knows... lately I've been so down and it sucks. I'm over Bam and Gooney (I THINK). Now if only I can get over Adam, I'm trying... I really am, but he just keeps drawing me in for more. I dunno what to do.
MCL,
Raven <3
When you're around someone so much, for so long, they become a part of you, and when they change or go away, you dont know who you are without them
...I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this: I didnt care that you left and abondoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you...