well, i just got home a little while ago, and i can say that it couldnt suck more. this is the last time this summer i was gunna be there and in 5 months there lease is up and they have to more, and right now its Ryan, Drew, and Matt, all of whom i love and want to see, but after tehy have to move they probably wont live together, so i dought i ( Read more... )

tonight is my last night here for 10 days. im gunna go spend some time with matt and then on the 10th im comming back with liz. it should be pretty cool. i hope its fun... but i made hte best of today cuz i know im gunna miss people. but today was fun. i hung out with zack and kayeligh this moring and i havnt seen kayeligh or hung out with her ( Read more... )

so im going to the couch tour today. my friend andrew is bringing me. im kinda happy about that but i dont know why, but after talking to everyone in elgin and bartlett about it and thought about it, i dont want to go. i also dont think im going to be in elgin that much this summer. its not that i dont want to be there its just that theres to much ( Read more... )

today has been an interesting day i guess... i got $15 for mowing a small yeard... it was easy and then i got to drive. but of corse... the one thing that i have been waiting for for hte past 2 weeks didnt happen. Matt was suposed to come see me this weekend... its been over a year since i last saw him i think. everyday this weekend i talked to him ( Read more... )

im sick... once again, i was suposed to go to the dentist today and i was gunna go early and see matt but my mom decided since i was sick she didnt want to go... so i was pissed off about that, but i slept all day and then went to zacks house for a lil bit and listened to him get bitched at and then he brought me home nad my stomach hurts really ( Read more... )

She was on her way to becoming a college graduate ( Read more... )

well... i have no internet in my room anymoreand my brother is always on his computer so i havnt been on alot... i should be geting my back soon tho... im really fuckin bored right now, every one is to bussy for me and zack ditched me... ass hole.. lol. i was in elgin last weekend for a copple of days, it was awsome... i cant wait till summer... ( Read more... )

i was talkin to my mom last ngiht and she told me the true story of what happend to her arm... i was right all along... dave did break it. she told me the true story and everything that hapend that ngiht. i almost started crying when i heard it all. i probibly would have if andrew nad zack wernt there wtih me. and she also told me the truth about ( Read more... )

i havnt written in a while and i have jack shit else to do on a friday ngiht so i decided to write. ive spent alot of time wtih zack, andrew, and spam alot this week. i broke up wtih tyson about 5 weeks ago.. it still kinda sucks. i miss him sooo fuckin much... and i still love him, but im starting to like zack a lil bit. i told danny that i didnt ( Read more... )

i have no one to talk to and i just wnat to get this off my chest or whatever ( Read more... )