i died my hair again... i hate it... i think it looks like shit, but tyon likes it and thats all that ever matters anymore. as long as hes happy it doesnt fuckin matter how anyone else feels. but whatever. its kinda like a redish orangeish goldish color. i wanted it more red but my moms a psycho crazzy bitch. she cought me smoking and now i cant ( Read more... )

i havnt writen in a while so i dicided i would now... nothing much going on. i stayed home today. im kinda sick... but ive been sick for the past 2 weeks. i talked to liz, shes gunna come see me durring spring break and im trying to get matt out to see me, but he just doesnt have time. i miss him soooo much and no one understands... only person ( Read more... )

well, after tyson told me that he would quit drinking nad smoking for me the next day he comes over wtih a fuckin bowl and a 10 sack... asshole. and he also told me that he would quit drinking but he wants me to go to my dads so he can go out nad get drunk with baker with out me being here to biutch at him for it. i think my mom is right. it kill ( Read more... )

this is my last actul class in tech zone and its borring as hell, i have my last 2 finals today and then i have tomarow off and i get out of 1 today too. what also sucks is after today andrew will have a lunch insted of b, so ill have nothing to do durring lunch now.... witch blows onkey balls!!! grrrr!!! but in other news, me and tyson are getting ( Read more... )

tyson got a psp today. it sucks, all hes been doing is playing it. tomarow is suposed to be just me and him but i think baker nad lydia are comming over. it kinda sucks, i dont want them too. but it doesnt realy matter bcuz tyson will just be playing his fuckin psp all fuckin day anyways. i should just to go elgin with my mom and see my friends... ( Read more... )

today i just say around untill around 330 then me nad tyson went over to bakers house and played darts till about 830. and then on teh way home my mom called nad wanted smokes and when we were in the parking lot a song came on the radio. "over and over" by tim mc graw and nelly, it made me think of matt. i miss him so much... i started to cry when ( Read more... )

well... i spent all weekend at home pretty much, phil went to my dads on friday night and my mom left around 8 on saturday to go to bartlett and wouldnt bring me with her bcuz shes sick of me and wanted time away from me. i know this for a fact bcuz on thursday my mom and tyson were talking in the kitchin and i was sitting on the stairs listening ( Read more... )

i havnt written in a while so im gunna now. im sitting here in tech zone with jesus a.k.a. andrew.... its sooo much fun. lol. not really. so the other day everyone got into a big fight about danny and shit bcuz lydia fucked zack... and then danny called her dad and now shes grounded for like... life. jesus just found out hat ou can use LJ in here ( Read more... )

friday i hung out with Lydia, Steven, and Tyson. it was pretty cool. we were shoping like all day and i broke the door on my moms car... but it was still kinda funny but fustrating. but then after that we went back to my house and my mom and william were fighting so we brought her to the bar and then went to go pick her but but she didnt want to ( Read more... )

this weekend ( Read more... )