Hear ye! Hear ye! I now have a new live journal. If you care to add me, my new name is;

No_antidote

Thanks,
Amanda A.K.A KAZE

Throat swollen. Hurts. But healing.

Once again without even trying someone is weaseling their way into my heart. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. I don't want it, but a part of me longs for her. Wants to protect her. Be there for her. And....love her... I don't want to be hurt again. I DONT WANT TO HURT SOMEONE AGAIN. What should I do? My attempts at getting her to ( Read more... )

As of late I have been frequenting Yahoo. It really is better than AOL. I get to use my microphone. I've been meeting a lot of interesting people. Made a lot of good friends. Ah, why bother? Who reads it?

"it's me and the moon," she says ( Read more... )

I fucking hate you all. No, I really do. Why does everyone always assume I'm kidding? That I'm just going through a "phase" and tommorow I'll be alright and this will all become bullshit. Well, it isn't. If there ever was a time where I was more honest and true then tell me. I know I act nice and considerate, but it's all a fucking lie. Understand ( Read more... )

Tonsils suck. Mine need to come out this summer or 6 out of 12 months I will be sick. Joy. Mom gets surgery before my birthday. Hospital birthday. Once again, joy. Uh. My room-mate in college is hitting on me. I'm scared. No way in hell would I date her. She is creepy and annoying. Joy. That's the gist of it. Yay.

You've been pushing but i don't agree ( Read more... )

For those who don't know...

I reside in a vocational training school that is known as Job Corps. It is not a good place, but it is not a bad place either. Hatred And hostility bred here, and in the mix kids/ young adults get caught in it and lose hope of ever being something. This is a poem for 2 students who were two of my best friends. Yesterday ( Read more... )