I am in desperate need of a hair cut.

Happy Thanksgiving

Thuh End

i start working on my own tomorrow. nobody to help me out. should be interesting.

i'm worried about my life. where i'm going. I feel so useless in all this. i just don't want to be a failure in this life. i want love, health and success.

just afraid i won't be able to find it all.

Funny Coincidence ( Read more... )

i'm still a bastard.

Everything is kind of hazy right now... I'm trying to fix things. My relationship with my family. Work ethic. My other.... problems. I'm trying pretty hard to think before I act. It's not easy to do. I'm taking things into account I normally don't, to keep things from being stressful for everyone. Personally, I care about myself here. I'm seeing ( Read more... )

work work work..... but it feels good.

i've almost beaten GH3 on Hard. but this one song is fucking killer tough.

uhhhh thats all I can think of to talk about. sad. oh well, life is good.

Samson says hi.

I love me dog.

Work tomorrow. I'm almost excited. I enjoy it so much more now ( Read more... )

Tomorrow..... a test. A simple test.

Acceptance or rejection.

Pass or Fail.

Yes or No.

We need confidence. The real smile. The deep gentle voice. Back up jokes should our wits do us a disservice.

And we need to keep telling ourselves that we control our own environment.

All this.... all of it is making me sick. Literally sick. 

I'm in a funk today. I woke up late, feeling like shit. Had to do some work around the house. Kris called, went to lunch at Sea Watch.It felt more awkward than it probably should have. Immediately after, I went to work. Accomplished little to nothing at all.  Actually I did in fact do some backed up paperwork. The whole time just wanting to talk ( Read more... )