Funny Coincidence
Funny Coincidence...
Yesterday, I was bored and going through my phone. Called Kris. Haven't talked to her in a long time.
Tonight... I went about my computer deleting old shit I never used. Came across some conversations with my ex from AIM. Reminded me of the mega-flirty friendship back before the relationship, that ruined everything.
I am such an idiot.
I went for probably a solid month of not really thinking at all about it. I made a phone call and a simple discovery on my computer in the span of just over 24 hours and suddenly its back in my head. Granted a different feeling. It just stirred up some dust.
How I used to talk and think. Friends I used to have...... high school............. yeesh it's all so distant now.
I wish I could start over. Wake up in the morning and be late for my first day of school, 9th Grade, knowing what I know now.
I could do better for myself, and others. That would be... perfect.
=)
But the past is the past. So I look ahead to the future and into the now. I'm well on my way. To what? I don't know. But I'm off!
Yesterday, I was bored and going through my phone. Called Kris. Haven't talked to her in a long time.
Tonight... I went about my computer deleting old shit I never used. Came across some conversations with my ex from AIM. Reminded me of the mega-flirty friendship back before the relationship, that ruined everything.
I am such an idiot.
I went for probably a solid month of not really thinking at all about it. I made a phone call and a simple discovery on my computer in the span of just over 24 hours and suddenly its back in my head. Granted a different feeling. It just stirred up some dust.
How I used to talk and think. Friends I used to have...... high school............. yeesh it's all so distant now.
I wish I could start over. Wake up in the morning and be late for my first day of school, 9th Grade, knowing what I know now.
I could do better for myself, and others. That would be... perfect.
=)
But the past is the past. So I look ahead to the future and into the now. I'm well on my way. To what? I don't know. But I'm off!