im currently finishing my warhol painting for today's class. i havent slept. im not even tired. 
i have alot of things on my mind, but really ive made it up. it kind of sucks, but i know its what i have to do because i can't be the heartbreaker anymore. i love this kid with all of my heart, and he's my everything.
i talked to harold tonight, but this ( Read more... )

OMG my toes are fucking freezing and I think I should invest in socks. Although I am very against sock wearing. they constrict and choke my feet. and i hate that. i can barely wear shoes let alone socks. ugh. 
yeah this might make me gross.
but i dont give a FUCK asshole.
HAHHAHHAHA
yeah so this week was adventurous. although i was supposed to go on an ( Read more... )

omg ive had Culo by Pitbull in my head for days and its making me crazy. fucking hot capricorns drive me crazy in general. why is it that you want what you cant have? thats not fair at all. I do want what i have, but what i dont have i only crave more.. and that my friend is a catch 22. im screwed all around. because what i have is good, but i want ( Read more... )

 fucking dumb ass labtop shut down and i had a good blog too. FUCKING ASSHOLE BATTERY! aaaaaaaaah

okay
i have a critical problem. I have a fucking pimple coming in under my nose and it hurts like a mofo. i want to burn it or like rip my face off or something. wouldnt that be amazing? im watching survivor right now and its probably the gayest shit ( Read more... )

well I got to sleep in. I woke up, smoked my newport. found my awesome hat, and my work skirt. mom let me take the car, and down to east nassau i went to see my beautiful man Jimmy [whom allowed me to give him a mohawk] fucking smoked a joint, fucked twice, had some delicious cookies. went off to work. now i started working 6-11 for some strange ( Read more... )

it  makes me sick that capricorn men are so fucking hot, and i ..being a scorpio... is so compatible with them. and yet the one capricorn...ie harold hoffffaloser... ruined it for me. fucking cocksuckingcuntlickeranalsuckingassholebastard. why do i even dwell when i have such a great man right in front of me. dont get me wrong. i love jimmy i do. ( Read more... )

i just got out of work and my bones are very tired
my hands are dry from the dust that i shift
and when i sneeze my ribs scream
i got food poisoning yesterday
from the pizza and fuck, i did pay
my baby said "I want" and i handed him the 20 dollar bill
so i can pay my way into being good again
because if being the bad guy is the only way
then ill hand him a ( Read more... )

Exit Music- Radiohead ( Read more... )

i think i ate to much pizza.

i work now and its kind of crazy... my life... that is. im up to 7 now, and maybe im in over my head. i shouldnt let it get to my head, and i should never think of it as a number but thats how we do things, here in this time. thats how things happen. numbers. i dont think its that bad, and im being careful about it. but ( Read more... )

fishing for a fight?

are you ready?

do you really wanna do this?

cause im not kidding.
im waiting for the first move
throw 'em up.

one.
two.
shots of the whiskey
going.
down my.
throat
getting dizzy.

(ugh cant think of anymore)