im starting to notice that my concentration these days has started to just leak out of my ears or something. ill focus on one task, and as doing so, see the next mess i have yet to fix, out of the corner of my eye. so ..then i stop working on my current efforts and worry about all of the other ones floating around.. and then , end up getting ( Read more... )

life is weird. there are so many people that i care about that i havent seen in way too long. i feel like im wasting my life because i do the same shit pretty much every day. i wanna see people, go on a road trip or something. maybe i will in a couple of years if i start saving up now ( Read more... )

today i went to night school in the morning and then i went and saw the movie waiting with allan lenny and brian. it was very funny and a good time! my life is boring

the fireworks in jaffrey on saturday were totally awesome. i finally got to meet kara and shes way cool. she even knows who Yes is! the food was delicious and the fireworks were perfect. it was a really fun day. i wish i did stuff like that every weekend. like most people do. but i dont. i just sit on my ass by myself while everyone else has fun.. ( Read more... )

i feel like a pet. like i cant even go anywhere or do anything because i cant drive and no one likes me and hes my only friend but its like im a dog that stays home all day and just waits for their best friend to come home and its like i dont even feel like im supposed to be with him. hes supposed to be with a pretty tan girl with a nice car and ( Read more... )

i was in a cab today and heard the dispatcher talking about guys running from the police and we drove by it and it was so funny the suspects were on the roof refusing to come down and two guys were already on the ground cuffed and everyone was laughing. work sucks. school sucks. weed is good

i just had THE craziest, awesomest dream ever and it lasted hours and hours. It could easily be worth millions if put into trilogy format.

i didnt think id ever say this my entire life because i really didnt want this to happen or imagine that it was going to happen but...
metallica has really grown on me. i love rock but ive always hated them. but fuck, ever since ryan taught me part of nothing else matters,i just listen to more of them. i still hate them, but theyre music has grown ( Read more... )

im going to canada, for in canada, there is no Bush, and a liquor license waiting for me

I hope if dogs ever take over the world, and they chose a king, they don't just go by size, because I bet there are some Chihuahuas with some good ideas.

also on nov.15 SLAYER is gunna be in providence,RI with killswitch engage and someone should really go with me.