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[whendee]

the fireworks in jaffrey on saturday were totally awesome. i finally got to meet kara and shes way cool. she even knows who Yes is! the food was delicious and the fireworks were perfect. it was a really fun day. i wish i did stuff like that every weekend. like most people do. but i dont. i just sit on my ass by myself while everyone else has fun.. i know thats all i talk about but its true and i cant take it. im about to run away. id almost rather be homeless and have crazy adventures than sit with a roof over my head being bored out of my mind. but i love my cats too much and for this reason i will stay at least a little longer.

my boss is a complete cunt. i called out saturday and i felt bad because it was busy so i told her i would see what i could do and call her back. but i still fucking called out. well when i went into work yesterday the bitch gave me a written warning that said no call no show. i was like "i did fucking call you" i was yelling at her and i was wicked mad. everyone else at that fucking place has not showed up without a call like 19375849 times adn they never got written up. and i even called!!! it makes no sense. why does everyone always fucking pick on me and put me down. i didnt do anything wrong i hpe that bitch burns in hell.

i am not in a good mood now and i kind of wish i was retarded or disabled so i could just drool and not worry about anything. seriously, thatd be aswesome