Dang I haven't done a blog in a long ass time haha.I've been busy, living my wonderful life my haters have so much to be jealous of muuhahaha ( Read more... )

The bruise on her chest is long gone ( Read more... )

13 weeks since my last post? i totally fail! but i have nothing i feel like talking about!

Ugh I'm so frustrated here lately and I dunno why. I'm just so unhappy and hell I dont even know why, I guess thats the worst part just not knowing what my deal is. Everything has me so stressed out and I've picked up smoking. What the hell? I'm not a smoker I have always HATED smoke but here the past few weeks I find my self saying "damn I need a ( Read more... )

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I is going to see the new Last House On The Left here in a lil bit....hummmm...wonder if it will be as sick and twisted as the original? Nothing tops biting off a pecker and spitting it in the lake...they better not cut that part it was just too demented...on a second note i'm missing the hell outta aaron =[ i HATE distance it sucks.....

OMFG I'm watching Arachnophobia right now and screaming my head off like a sissy. I love horror movies and hardly ever get scared of em and then I watch this movie I've seen a million times and I'm scared shit less...what a nerd

It feels like it's been forever
But it hasn't been that long
Life without you're touch
Just doesn't feel right
Being away from you hurts
You are the only cure
My love for you grows stronger
While I hate myself more

I wasn't made to be broken
It doesn't matter how hard you try
I bend and I stretch
You push and you pull
But I am here to stay
I won't give up
I won't walk away
Someday you will see
What I say is true
Then you will be the fool you're afraid you'll be

Everything is spinning out of control
I can't get a grip on anything
Sinking slowly to the bottom
Watching my life fall to pieces
My happiness slips further from reach
It's all happening for a reason
Yet nothing makes any since
There is no way to grin and bare it
No way I can hide it
Abandon all hope as I reach bottom
No starting over, no turning