i made a new Lj

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i cant really stop what i've started. :/

i dont think anybody realizes how hard it is for me to stop because of so much temptation around me alllll of the time. but im not blaming it on that alone because no one is making the choice for me but me. its hard to explain. like, when i started this i was just doing it for the kicks and now its almost ( Read more... )

Sooo... i sniffed Soma at school on Friday. During class. On my desk. With Nicole. im almost positive you cant get any LAMER than that.

Friday: i wanted to hang out with Taylor, but she wasnt feeling well. :[    boo. so yeahh. I hung out with Elijah my neighbor and Evan and Kyle and Jeff my other neighbor. Then Elijah's dad gave us a ride to the ( Read more... )

i messed up.
and i smoked at gladiators.
im an idiot.
=/
danggit.
im gonna try harder though.

I PROMISE.

♥

soooo... i got a drug test- and i showed NEGATIVE for everything. sucks. cause i told my mom everything before i got it. =/ so im still in trouble for doing it.

i go to drug counciling today for the first time- for an hour i think after school. eh. sucks...

one of my really close friends just tried weed 2 days ago, and im not mad, but im worried ( Read more... )

soo... i got suspended from school yesterday...

just for the rest of the day.

and then the police came to my house...

and it was scary.

im a horrible person.

im lame. and i know it.

weed is totally a gate-way drug. believe it. like, teachers tell you all the time and usually people just shrug it off, but when they say "weed leads to other things ( Read more... )

ok sooo this is my week so far [only the important things]

ditched lunch to go to mikes house with tay tay <3 haha it was fun but i got my feet wet cause of the rain

ditched lunch with courtney and had a bowl of fun- hahaha  :]

on valentines day i got a dozen roses from matt and jell-o and then he asked me out <3

went to matt & brett & zacks and ( Read more... )

i might do something horrible. but i dont  know. i dont want to screw things up- but sometimes i just cant help myself. maybe i can just be single forever. cause then u dont hurt anyone. i dont know. =/

i just dont want to lose friends.

x.o.

matt & i are dating

and im happy

and excited

and i think we are hanging out-- sometime soon?

i dont know

but things have been pretty crappy

oh yeah- and i got high at school during P.e. and then my P.e. teacher marked me absent when she knew i was there... so i might have saterday school next week. oh yeah, and i got suspended from my math class ( Read more... )