DRUG BUST
soo... i got suspended from school yesterday...
just for the rest of the day.
and then the police came to my house...
and it was scary.
im a horrible person.
im lame. and i know it.
weed is totally a gate-way drug. believe it. like, teachers tell you all the time and usually people just shrug it off, but when they say "weed leads to other things.." think about it. cause like, its totally true. like first you do weed, then you start getting onto the hard stuff and you look back at weed and your just like "that was nothing" and ahhhh.... yeah.
i learned something yesterday. and i really want to become a better person. i really do. because im just lucky. if they would have found the stuff on me [which it was in my sock and when they made me take off my shoes when they were searching me it almost came out] i would have gone to juvinile hall and been expeled. they told me so. so yeah. and that experience has really made me realize im screwing up big time but i can change while i still can. my dad says im going to be grounded for 2 months, but we havent discussed it as a family, so im not sure if its even true.
my mom says shes gonna start forcing me to go to church. which is stupid. cause i ask allll the time. and shes the one that never lets me. i think either mennife or RCC- im not sure- or this one in murr murr. i dont know.
i hope everyone has had a good week so far.
and yeahhh...
x.o.