al left a comment in my other journal today. i really miss al and i wish things were better between us. im glad he said what he said. im going to email him back soon. hes my best friend... how could i not? it makes me feel good that i took a stand, however. because i feel a lot better about myself than if i had given in and all ( Read more... )

last night i talked to chris. we had a conversation id been debating on having for about a week now. i had been thinking about how things were going to go down concerning the trip to austin and all. obviously theres still feelings lurking between us, we both know this. but neither one of us are committed enough to the idea of a relationship to ( Read more... )

last night was so scary. i went to bed at like, 10:30 and almost fell fast asleep until i started thinking about the plane ride and planning i need to do and all that crap. i had to get out of bed and look for my wallet. wich i found. and THEN i fell asleep. around 1:30 i woke up to this really loud creaking sound. it sounded like someone was ( Read more... )

the impossibles write the songs i want to sing to you ( Read more... )