maybe i should update this ( Read more... )

i like you, i love you, i do. i just don't know. too many red flags. too fast. too serious.
i really like you. i knew my gut feeling when we first met was right. you make me happy.
i've been missing you like crazy. you know i love you. i wish you were healthy. see you soon?

i don't know what to do.

so i'm bored, and don't feel like doing what i need to be doing, so of course i turn to livejournal ( Read more... )

yesterday was filled with a bunch of errands, job hunting, and doctor appointments. however, i did get the chance to catch up with rachelle, see her friend noah again, and meet ryan. it was so nice to just sit around and lounge outside for a while, talking about absurd topics. then also, after i burnt the entire back of my body going tanning, bryan ( Read more... )

i'm home, for good ( Read more... )

in michigan until thursday. i've been here since the 12th ( Read more... )

in utah until further notice.

love you all so much.
<3

someone buy me all of the new heavyheavylowlow merch. please. & send it to me in utah. haha.

blah. gone wednesday morning.
:/

nicholas steven rhodes: thank you. <3

ahaha. i hate myself for that last entry. whatever. it's still true, i'm just pathetic at times.

let's party this weekend. friday & saturday. let's do it up. I NEED TO SEE EVERYONE! that's no joke.
if i care about you at all/if you care about me at all, i need to see you this week/weekend. so let's get going kids.