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so i'm bored, and don't feel like doing what i need to be doing, so of course i turn to livejournal.
things are going pretty well for the most part. i love bryan. i love being with him, and i just love being in love.
finally got some work going and i'm not dirt ass poor anymore which feels amazing. i'm just not enjoying my job.
the family situation is so-so. a lot better than it's been, but still.. we've slipped back since i've gotten home.
speaking of, i miss utah. so much. i got an e-mail from eric this morning, and i had to hold back my tears. i miss him so so so much. you don't, and couldn't, understand. no, i don't have feelings for him or anything like that, so chill. he just really helped me more than almost everyone ever has, and something like that won't ever be forgotten. being unable to see him almost every day has been so hard, and i haven't realized how much of a toll it's had on me until reading his e-mail just a bit ago. i love him to death, and always will. i need to get my ass out to see him asap. alskdfja.
the past few days of just yucky rainy weather is buggin me. i love storms, but not weather like this.
i'm rambling.
sam's going home tomorrow.
chris is coming in tomorrow.
this weekend is going to be rough.
blahhh.
november 23 please come alreadyyy.