I'm so sad. I'm miserably sad. I'm surrounded by people but I feel so alone. Everything in my life has been turned upside down in the last year. All my plans, my well-being, my future has changed.

I was going surprise Her with a summer trip to DisneyWorld, and on my way down to Florida, I was going to stop by her parents' house, meet her ( Read more... )

Today is a very hard day.

I'm taking an indefinite livejournal hiatus. I need to keep my thoughts to myself while I make the next steps in my life. When am I coming back, you ask? Ask yourself, instead, why are you still here?

I guess all it takes is the pretty smile of a lonely girl to let you know that there is life after love. We can share this drink we call loneliness, it's better than drinking alone.

It's a good day to quit drinking and move on with my life. I honestly think the only thing holding me back is myself. I put so much faith in other people and I expect too much. I wish I could just make the right choice.

I'm making a promise to myself to not fall in love for awhile. It always turns out the same way. I never know what went wrong, but I know that letting go always was the right thing to do for the other person. I need a break from heartbreak, or I need to be cut a break. God's got my back.

Try your best to live a normal life, and don't regret your time you've spent. It's the next step.

Why did it take me so long to figure out that several years of 3 days seeing each other every 3 months was too hard. I honestly thought that love could prevail through everything. It doesn't. Love does not conquer all. It is not patient, it wants satisfaction now. It is not kind. It is cruel and brutal. But making sense of it all makes so ( Read more... )

"The world will break your heart ten ways to Sunday. That's guaranteed. I can't begin to explain that. Or the craziness inside myself and everyone else. But guess what? Sunday's my favorite day again. I think of what everyone did for me, and I feel like a very lucky guy."

"The only way you can beat my crazy was by doing something crazy yourself. Thank you. I love you. I knew it the minute I met you. I'm sorry it took so long for me to catch up. I just got stuck."