blurry mind can't focus. feel time slipping by even though my minds eye is open and closing. just not in the right rythm or the right state of being or being in the right state. pulls of something in the middle of my bones towards mystery compass directions. paths of could be's but no should be's yet to be. many you's of who i hope to find minutes ( Read more... )

moving past is more movement than i think i can handle.

New Years Resolutions:

1. be happier
2. be nicer
3. up the punx

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seems like i might have made some mistakes? i'm the worst at interacting with people.

i think that i miss you too much sometimes.

i realize that the pics from NC suck! haha. i dunno im tired. and they are now gone.

Well I returned from NC about a week ago. I met more awesome people and had some super fun times that are kind of a blur. I'll post the polaroids from it eventually.

school starts soon! thats weird!

oh, and I saw Snakes on a Plane before I left.
it ruled alot.

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( i felt like i had to do this )

tonight was one of the best nights I've had in a while. one of the best days actually.