Why is it that I come alive when the world around me is dead?

It is nearly 4 am and I'm wide awake. I don't want to be sitting here doing nothing. I'm in the mood to do something. Not exactly "party". I'm in the mood to drive around town and go play in a park with friends. But everyone is sleeping.

This sucks.

Clint's coming back home on leave in 2 months ( Read more... )

So it's a new year. 2006. A year is only 365 days and by the time I get to used to the fact that a new year has begun, it's already half way over ( Read more... )

I have been single for a year.

Not counting the occasional 'out of town' and 'why the hell did i do that' moments.

Everyone has a boyfriend or a girlfriend or a husband or a wife or even a semi-relationship. I don't even have anyone on the back burner.

Poo on love.

WE HAVE HEAT ( Read more... )

I am tired of boys. Or I am tired of myself ( Read more... )

Myspace has invaded my body and abducted me away from my once beloved LJ. I keep trying to come back, but somehow always fall back into my Myspace ways ( Read more... )

What a shitty, terrifying night. I had a nightmare last night. Well, more like memories coming back to me in my sleep. Memories of that one bad night in Starkville a few months ago. It started out as a fun night.....seeing the show and laughing at drunk DJs....going back to the hotel was a mistake. Being alone with him was a mistake. To this ( Read more... )

Last night I had a weird dream. Part of it came true today ( Read more... )

Friday night. There is nothing to do here in the city of Jackson. Everyone from McAlister's is at home asleep because they have work in the morning. I don't know about Cooper and JD and everyone from Keifer's. Meg and I just cruised around downtown trying to find something to do. Went by The Joint to see if Chuck, Josh, and Chris were done ( Read more... )