Well, if you would call what I live in a family, it would most definetly be dysfunctional. However, the way I see it, I don't have a family. I have an absent mother, a floating father, a sister, and a kid (my aunt). I lost my father a long time ago. But now he is back...occasionally. Now I have lost my mother. She spends 99% of her time at ( Read more... )

Luke's trip to New Jersey "fucking sucks". He hates being around his mom. He doesn't think he can take it anymore, meaning he is on the verge of suicide again. I can't take it when he talks shit like this. I love him to death, and I have tried everyway I know how to keep him from killing himself, but I am running out of ideas. I can't put up ( Read more... )

Normally this would just be another ordinary Monday, and I would get up, watch Star Search with Tracie and my aunt and then wait for Days of Our Lives to come on. But did I get to do that? No. Dad didn't work today (since yesterday was the 4th and he gets off for that holiday). So at like noon he is like get cleaned up, we are going to meet ( Read more... )

Woo Hoo, only 11 minutes left of the Fourth of July. I'm just so thrilled, cant you tell? Well today was boring as usual. It rained, I was happy. Mom is making me take some kind of vitamin. She says it will put me in a better mood. Whatever...believe what you want. I went to wal-mart...yeah, thats right...I actually left my house. Thats ( Read more... )

"We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty onthe edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the wast where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons ( Read more... )

Hmmm...well, I'm bored again. I finished packing today. I thought I had yesterday, but then I rechecked, and I hadn't. I gave up on the yard sale when it started raining. I suppose Shannon is staying at Randall's again tonight. Woo Hoo! I have once again been made fun of of my whiteness by my family. I can't help it...I just don't tan...lol ( Read more... )

Well, today we started this three day yard sale. Oh what fun that has been. We've made like $150. So I'm pretty happy with that. We are going to have tomorrow and probably Monday too. I just don't know yet. I helped John Baxter move his entertainment center today. Dear lord that thing was heavy. Hmmm...lets see...what else happened? Oh ( Read more... )

Well lets see. The shower stopped up today and water was everywhere. We had to plunge it. What fun. Some how it managed to make the toilet in mom and dad's bathroom over flow. I'm clueless to how this happened. So as you can figure, it was hysterical...three girls dumping water in buckets out of the toilet and dumping it outside. T'was one ( Read more... )

Well, I have been getting things ready for this "Community Yard Sale" all day. Can't ya just tell I'm thrilled about it? Shannon and Randall, or shall I say Elton John, are suppose to have one in our yard with us. Woo Hoo. I talked to Cassie for about an hour today. She has to go back to the surgeon in a month. So yea, we'll see how that goes ( Read more... )

I cannot drive. I am a nervous wreck all the time to begin with, and driving just makes it that much worse. But nooooo...the parents insist I drive. God what nonsense that is. I think it is even worse driving with mom in the car than it is with dad, and that is pretty bad. I just can't do it ( Read more... )