Don't worry, I didn't do anything stupid last night....I promise. I just had to go think. I finally calmed down around nine this morning, and went to sleep somtime after that. So I'm going on like an hour of sleep...reminds me of when school is in..lol. I think I may create another journal..just to..you know. I'll let you know what it is. ( Read more... )

I am so damn close to cutting right now. If I had something in my hand, I would have already done it. But I haven't done it in so long..and i can't start again...

Well, five minutes ago, my hair was straight..well some what straight. Now it is big and afro-like. It is really starting to irritate me. I don't even know how it got like this. It used to not curl even with curlers...now it won't straighten...grrrr.

It took me forever to fall asleep last night. When I went to bed, it was around 1:30 am. The last time I looked at the clock, it was after 3. Then for some reason I woke up like every twenty minutes, and it would take forever to get back to sleep. I suppose I am going to mow the grass today if the damn lawnmower will start...but I haven't had ( Read more... )

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I hate when this happens. I can't breathe...litterally. It feels like someone is sitting on my chest. Breanna has been bitching at me because I didn't go running with her today, but if she could feel this, she would understand. Oh well. Maybe this will be over by tomorrow and I will go then.

Well, it is official. I am addicted to Lifetime. Yep. Its a really great channel ( Read more... )

Remind me not to drive through Big Ugly with Breanna in the car again. It was a BIG mistake...Ok glad to have that out ( Read more... )

Well I'm bored out of my mind. I was going job hunting yesterday..but I forgot about it. So I suppose I will go next weekend. Dad will bitch about it though. Last night he was in a mood. He was complaining because Mom, Breanna, and Myself have went out the past to Saturdays. Well, we have to get things ready for school since it starts on the ( Read more... )

People really piss me off! I am so tired of everyone's shit. GOD!!!! What is the point of lying about something? Just tell the damn truth for once...in the end it will turn out for the best. And until theses people stop lying, I don't want anything to do with them.