Well, Luke just emailed me. He has to either get a full time job or be enrolled in college by the end of August. He feels he isn't ready for either one because he is only seventeen and he was the youngest person in his graduating class. He hadn't thought about suicide for over a month and now he feels it is his only option. I told him he is ( Read more... )

Well, I finally talked to Andrew last night, or shall I say this morning about one o'clock. (Note: he is not mr. amazing from the last entry. that is an entirley different person.) But anyways all is good there. He is still having issues with his dad and working like crazy. I felt really bad though. I had his birthday confused with my little ( Read more... )

Well I found out some interesting news today. Amber, as in Dave's fiance is 6 weeks pregnant. I find it ironic though. Dave has been in the marines for the past 6 months. The poor guy has been done so dirty by her and Shannon. And Amber says the baby could belong to anyone. I hope he doesn't put up with this. Oh yeah, Mr. Amazing was online ( Read more... )

Well, I just had the most interesting hour and a half. First my neighbor walks down here to talk about the problems she is having with her husband. She went on for thirty minutes about what an ass he is. I really can't help it. And she really doesn't need my advice on relationships issues seeing as I do well to keep one myself. I mean for the ( Read more... )

This wasn't really suitable to have in the last entry. I feel that it needed one of its own. This trip is probably the last time I will ever see my brother. The doctors say he will be lucky if he makes it to Christmas. So yeah. I don't know. He is only 26 years old. He is too young. If he would do something to help himself, it would be ( Read more... )

Well, the next morning we got up and drove to Orlando. But before we made it there, dad's lovely driving nearly got us killed again. The idiot was going 85 mph into some construction work and he decides to start slowing down ten feet behind a parked car. So, once again, we were hit in the head with everything from the back. But we finally made ( Read more... )

Well, we left on the 9th around seven o'clock. My uncle was here when we left, but by the time we got back my cousin, Leslie, had ended up staying with my aunt the whole time. Well anyways we drove and drove and drove. I, myself listened to Eighteen Visions most of the way that night. After we went through Lexington, Kentucky (one of my most ( Read more... )

Well, I still haven't heard from Luke. So I have no clue if he made it back or not. I'm really worried about him. But it could have been late when he got in yesterday since he was going to a concert when he got back. And he probably had to work today. So I am probably just worried for nothing. But he said he would let me know today if he made ( Read more... )

Well lets see...I had to re-wash the durrango because it wasn't to dad's satisfaction. Do it yourself next time if you don't like it. I started mowing the yards at like seven and ran out of gas. Dad decided to fool around until after ten to get some, so now I have to mow tomorrow and get the house readay for my aunt and uncle to stay here. Oh ( Read more... )

Luke is suppose to be getting home today. Hopefully he makes it back okay. Well, I cleaned out the Durrango and washed it. And packed it. I swear that one bag weighed 200 pounds. That damn thing was heavy. Now the only thing left to do tomorrow is get in it and leave. And I refuse to drive. I don't care how much dad complains, he or mom is ( Read more... )