fact #1 ( Read more... )

i've been really upset and moody lately ( Read more... )

yesterday I let the first love of my life ( Read more... )

once upon a time ( Read more... )

as of lately i've constituted that i'm not really sure where i stand with life or anyone in my life for that matter. i'm really confused with a lot of stuff and don't even know why i worry about certain things that don't even concern me. i was really happy with the way things were going for me for the longest time this year: meeting so many new ( Read more... )

I pretty much lied about not updating this again.  Its funny how much a weekend, yes only 3 days, can teach you.  It can test your temptations and question your ability to put trust into certain people.  It can cause you to wonder about who you truely like and want to be with, who you should really waste your time on and obviously who you shouldn't ( Read more... )

It seems that yet another year has come and gone.  Time seems to be flying by right before me.  I can still remember being little when there was not a care in the world and boys had cooties.  Nowadays it seems that everything finds some way to fail us and boys are such a priority.  I've seemed to have lost a lot of what really should be important ( Read more... )

The beauty of snow has finally taken affect.  I must admit I myself hate snow and normally don't even get into the holiday spirit until the week before Christmas but there was something about yesterday that picked up my holiday cheer!  Yesterday was yet another day in the city for me and Shelley.  Everything seemed to go our way.  We took the Metra ( Read more... )

I wish everyday was as beautiful as today!!  The weather was simply gorgeous..

Past week has been just alittle crazy..don't really feel like going through it other then:

*Thursday my mom almost brought me to the hospital because I was having a peircing pain around my heart and I couldn't breathe it got so bad.  I tempted to sleep it off and felt ( Read more... )

----CAUTION ( Read more... )