Comments | warped_dreamer: *sigh*

warped_dreamer

sigh

Oct 07, 2005 18:20

he already left for NY early this Monday morning. he walked me to McDo Greenbelt at 530am where i was going to meet up with Chrysmas (in hopes of cushioning my Back To Reality fall). after our customary awkward "goodbyes" (awkward because we always border on cool-and-collected and stop-me-from-crying modes), i watched him walk away and fought all ( Read more... )

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Comments 16

... raven23 October 7 2005, 11:08:40 UTC

>:D

Re: ... warped_dreamer October 9 2005, 12:51:12 UTC

is that the emoticon for emotional distress? arghhhh.

Re: ... raven23 October 10 2005, 03:28:13 UTC

sira. it's *hugs* on YM

Re: ... warped_dreamer October 10 2005, 07:51:25 UTC

ohhhhh. heehee. thanks :) i'm so sabaw na talaga.

selloutgirl October 7 2005, 11:50:32 UTC

..=(

Is visiting him there out of the question for you?

Nice bed, by the way.

warped_dreamer October 9 2005, 12:28:06 UTC

well.. i don't have a US visa to begin with. visiting him certainly isn't out of the question, it's just something to work on :)

Somerset Millenium's da bomb, yo.

sayaw_ilaw October 7 2005, 18:27:09 UTC

Awww...It's okay Iza...Feb is really just around the corner lang...*hug*

warped_dreamer October 9 2005, 12:33:02 UTC

i know. the whole thing is just worth being emo over.

musidora October 8 2005, 01:18:45 UTC

i like this post.. like it in its paroxysmal zing..

"A stranger with a door key,
explaining that I'm just visiting.
And I am finally seeing
why I was the one worth leaving."
-"District Sleeps Alone Tonight"
The Postal Service

i know how it is to be "just visiting".. to sleep alone at night..

warped_dreamer October 9 2005, 12:40:47 UTC

"paroxysmal zing"? eep. i'm afraid my so-called eloquence escapes this term :) do explain.

sometimes i wish i was the one doing the visiting. being left behind several times over can take it toll on the spirit, even if there's a next time to look forward to.

musidora October 9 2005, 21:06:02 UTC

eheh. "paroxysmal zing"?

sudden outburst of emotion: a sudden and uncontrollable expression of emotion

=)

they do say its hard to be the one left behind.. but, to leave and knowing you are to leave someone behind is not as easy.. not to mention coping with guilt and anticipated regret.
yet, like everything else in this life -- this too shall pass.. =) hang in there and keep the faith =)

warped_dreamer October 10 2005, 07:53:38 UTC

uy, nice term ha! i like that.

actually, i prefer being left behind than doing the leaving part. yes, the guilt and regret.. that's even more unbearable. i am keeping the faith. after all, this is something i truly believe in :)

sunbather October 8 2005, 01:37:48 UTC

at least you have new memories to keep coming back to.. :)

warped_dreamer October 9 2005, 12:49:02 UTC

yup! thank God for those, actually.