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Look Here
Two years ago, I didn’t think I’d get here. Now, here I am. Still going. #MovingOn
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2023
"It is worth living long enough to outlast whatever sense of grievance you may acquire "
- Gilead, Marilynne Robinson
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Someday Soon
Had a busy day. Too busy to be sad.
Then as soon as I’m alone, things just fall apart.
Someday, I won’t need distractions to have a moment to breathe.
Someday, I’ll come home and rest easy after a good day.
I hope someday comes soon.
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I think I will be one of those cliche sad cases… being with someone with more than 20 years then suddenly they say they no longer see you in their future, then in a blink of an eye, they’re pursuing someone else and feel they’re the one they want to marry.
What does that make me? How do I start over?
Was I just keeping you warm long enough for you to ( Read more... ) -
Be strong
I want to say Thank You for today. I just needed some normalcy and quiet before giving up.
I hope after today, I can finally let go.
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Say goodbye
You’ve done all you can. There’s no shame, no regrets. It’s okay to stop; give up. Even if you didn’t get to say all that you wanted or ask him the questions you have and didn’t get to hear the truth you were looking for, what does it matter?
He no longer sees you in his life. He does not love you. He longs for someone else. Remind yourself everyday ( Read more... ) -
Are you happy?
There ends our day. Is it any better?
Momentary normalcy.
Tomorrow, strangers again.
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22 Years
From talking until 2am, to talking 2 hours a day, to 2 minutes a day, to 2 days ago to never.
