... x.x Soooo apparently all the thought and talk about moving and not moving has finally finished and been done with. My mom Finishes her schooling in 6 weeks and get's her degree, and wants to move up north into northern california. She's going no matter what it seems, even though my dad doesn't want to go. looks like she finally might get her ( Read more... )

So, looks like the moving up north is coming to be more and more probable. Was told as soon as my mom was finished with the law suit that is going on at her work she'd be going to another institution, most likely up at pelican bay. Which means a long travel, and living way at the tip top of the corner of california near the ocean. Fun right? The ( Read more... )

Today, I think, is one of those days where self esteem, and confidence go out the window, replaced with paranoid panic attacks and the urge to crawl under a rock. What the fuck is wrong with me today?

College class rooms have alot of interesting people.

Well hello journal. It's been a while ( Read more... )

First class of ASL today. Lets hope it goes well, and oh god summer course goes ZOOOM

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And once again we find ourselves in the same old mess, singing drunken lullabies ( Read more... )

I HAVE FOUND A NEW PURPOSE! THOR NO LONGER KNOWS MY SOUL! IT IS NOW TYR! Bwuahahahahaha!or maybe baldur. I don't quite know. They're all cool. End update.

I don't know why I feel such ..rage? Hate? I don't know what it is. It makes me sick that I actually have it. I try not to feel it. I try and be happy for things. But it feels like I'm twitching, and the skin crawls. I don't like this feeling. The agitation. The frustration. I don't know where it comes from. I don't like it ( Read more... )