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Well hello journal. It's been a while.
Things have been going fairly...decent. I wont say well because there are still frustrations and annoyances that are quite apparent. But, they arn't as bad as they could be.
I'm still going to school, this time I'm taking ASL which so far (We're in week 2 of..6 I think hooray summer) and it's been fun. It's.. been interesting too. learning the differences between Deaf and deaf. Whoa boy that's been weird. I'm having a little bit of trouble understanding the signs, which I've been trying to fix. I suppose it's just because my teacher moves abit fast, and since it's in a 6 week course.
Here come the annoyances. My mom is super excited that I'm learning ASL right now. Which means lots and lots of pressure to continue it. Yeah I enjoy it. Do I want to make it my living? I don't know yet. There seem to be alot of stipulations when it comes to finding a Career in this sort of thing. That and it's only week 2. So..yeah interesting. I suppose if that's the term that I can attach to it.
Here it goes to.. some other things. Maybe.. uhh...
Work has sucked. Alot. I don't like the people I work with much anymore. I don't like the favoritism that is pushed around and about. "Oh, well he's really good friends with this co-worker, so he gets more hours. Oh, and she's dating that really good friend who is friends with the assistant manager so she gets alot of hours too." that sort of thing. It's like highschool Fitness classes all over again. I'm supposed to be one of the "Management" people, so to speak. Yet I'm offered little hours, given next to responsibilities unless it comes to things other people don't want to deal with. It's..maddening. blarg...
And then the complications of relationships, who likes who and the dating scene. Oh god, why is it so complicated? I don't want to be a jerk. I don't want to lead someone on. I think it's time for hermit in Montana. maybe.
Things have been going fairly...decent. I wont say well because there are still frustrations and annoyances that are quite apparent. But, they arn't as bad as they could be.
I'm still going to school, this time I'm taking ASL which so far (We're in week 2 of..6 I think hooray summer) and it's been fun. It's.. been interesting too. learning the differences between Deaf and deaf. Whoa boy that's been weird. I'm having a little bit of trouble understanding the signs, which I've been trying to fix. I suppose it's just because my teacher moves abit fast, and since it's in a 6 week course.
Here come the annoyances. My mom is super excited that I'm learning ASL right now. Which means lots and lots of pressure to continue it. Yeah I enjoy it. Do I want to make it my living? I don't know yet. There seem to be alot of stipulations when it comes to finding a Career in this sort of thing. That and it's only week 2. So..yeah interesting. I suppose if that's the term that I can attach to it.
Here it goes to.. some other things. Maybe.. uhh...
Work has sucked. Alot. I don't like the people I work with much anymore. I don't like the favoritism that is pushed around and about. "Oh, well he's really good friends with this co-worker, so he gets more hours. Oh, and she's dating that really good friend who is friends with the assistant manager so she gets alot of hours too." that sort of thing. It's like highschool Fitness classes all over again. I'm supposed to be one of the "Management" people, so to speak. Yet I'm offered little hours, given next to responsibilities unless it comes to things other people don't want to deal with. It's..maddening. blarg...
And then the complications of relationships, who likes who and the dating scene. Oh god, why is it so complicated? I don't want to be a jerk. I don't want to lead someone on. I think it's time for hermit in Montana. maybe.