Went to bed too late. I need to disavow myself of my newest distraction, because it is starting to become as such. I'm need to stop letting my newest shiny fascination from running away with my routines and rules. Routines and rules are good. They're in place for a reason ( Read more... )

......brought to you by my estranged and stand-off-ish feelings at every single sexual outburst made by the boy at Sinbad or Babylon 5. Which would pretty much be every comment ( Read more... )

Part Two of the Clarity Burst from SaturdayRemember when I made that statement about how I'd introduce the boy to polyfideilty and said I'd explain, but never got back to it? Well, this is part of that, and the whole of something much, much, much bigger in my life and my heart ( Read more... )

Here's my addendum to my last post....said by princessgwen in a recent post.

fuck making out, fuck sex. i want romance, innocent and virtuous and sweet. i miss being wooed. i miss not having certain things expected of me.

i want no more to do with any of it.If you were on a soap box ranting your heart out, as you did with thuis, I'd get up and clap for you ( Read more... )

I miss people who actually understand that intimacy and sex are actually two completely different and unrelated topics.

Is something so very in the eye of the beholder that it amuses me. The voyeuristic qualities have always been there, slowly nurtured. I love to watch people and tend to find all life beautiful in one form or another. There is something about existence that makes something innately and overwhelmingly beautiful ( Read more... )

I don't know your name. I don't know where you live. I don't know what the color of the sheets on your bed are. I don't know if you have pets. I don't know if you like rain storms. I don't know if you hate comics. I don't know if you like operas. I don't know if you have brothers or sisters. I don't know if you live on your own or are still at home ( Read more... )

I have some serious issues with the ideas of partners, marriages, sex and my own feelings. I had a conversation that involved me saying this:

I don't think the word faithful has any connotation on sex, with is an profaned by modern society and is really only needed for copulation to create reproduction of our species.....we simply want it because ( Read more... )

I want a pure unadulterated moment beyond pleasure and pain. A moment I will remember and judge every other moment against for the rest of my life. I want a high so high I'd forget there was a separate reality I would have to return to. I want a book that's so beyond good I'd close out the entire world to devour it. I want flowers so bright they'll ( Read more... )

It all started with these short lines. "Well, have you ever tried it?" "Umm....no." "Do you want to ever?" "I guess so. Someday ( Read more... )