Aug 08, 2001 02:48
It all started with these short lines. "Well, have you ever tried it?" "Umm....no." "Do you want to ever?" "I guess so. Someday."
Well, I had my first call. A gift from a friend of mine on my birthday, as a gift of a new experimental thing. And though I've been hesitant a while, it wasn't that bad. For those wondering if this post will get dirty, it's going to be completely g rated.
This was a damn cool call. I've vaguely known of this person, and talked to her once for about five minutes. She is a cool person, and the call was made even better by the fact she was nervous, too. She's never talked to a girl, or ever even had phone sex with a girl once, and in the end there really wasn't any phone sex anyway, even though our call lasted longer than an hour.
It was kinda fun. We're both nervous, talking about our mutual friend and how much important sex is to our lives. It's seems better after talking to her for a long time, whether we ever talk again or not. We talked about bisexuality, losing our virginity, the intimacy related to kissing and not sex, and so many other things.
It wasn't what I expected. The whole 'me big phone sex operator who's going to plug you in and turn you on' which sorta made me queasy in thinking alone.
It was two girls under the covers, giggling like little girls, and talking in nervous, hushed voices, wondering about where to go from there, as two people who had never done the same thing.
It jut now finished, and I feel like I sat nervous knees together the first few minutes on a couch, and then met someone who was sitting on the other end of the couch like me......and left the scene someone who'd be sorta closer together, maybe sprawled relaxed on the floor looking up at a friend laughing at mutual jokes we both understand.
Maybe I just opened another door, or maybe I just realized another type of person who I've never really a good long hard look at it-
Is just like me, too.
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