he was a huge part of *what you did*. Interacting with Patrick, doing things with or around Patrick, doing things for Patrick, or doing things because of Patrick. Him being gone leaves a gap in your motivations. It doesnt even have to be about HIM at all, just about suddenly being without that motivation. And that means being a bit adrift while you find the new motivators (internally or externally). But I am not telling you anything you don't already know.
You will find new routines and patterns, find new motivations and inspirations soon. I am certain. Maybe go to half-price books and poke around for an hour or two? Maybe something there (particularly if you poke in sections you don't normally look in) will bring you inspirations and ideas. At the very least it would get you out of the apartment and moving around in new scenery for a little while.
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You will find new routines and patterns, find new motivations and inspirations soon. I am certain. Maybe go to half-price books and poke around for an hour or two? Maybe something there (particularly if you poke in sections you don't normally look in) will bring you inspirations and ideas. At the very least it would get you out of the apartment and moving around in new scenery for a little while.
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