yanno what? Screw what people think. I'm going to continue to RP and I don't care what other people think about how I direct my characters. The only person I seem comfortable with RPing at any rate is Rae (ilikemykitty). I've RPed with her for many years and she's the only one I can trust with RPing at this point ( Read more... )

Is this, "piss off everyone you come into contact" week for me? Cause it sure as hell feels like it.

I think I upset Billy and that really bothers me. He's the one person in my life that I don't want upset with me.

Grrr.

So, since I can't communicate with her any other way because I've been cut from her flist and what not, I suppose I should just write it in my journal hoping Meesh will read it ( Read more... )

I really need to put myself back on a good sleeping schedule. Right now I feel like a train wreck and I don't even have time to shower before work at 10. Thankfully it's only for four hours and I'll be wearing a cap so I think I should be okay...if I douse myself with a ton of body spray of course ( Read more... )

I feel so damn lonely in this apartment. It's so quiet...no voices other than the ones coming from the songs I listen to. No one to sit with at night to share the days events, to laugh with...relax with ( Read more... )

The past two weekends have been the best ever. Spent them with Billy and I couldn't have asked for better ( Read more... )

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Fuck fuck fuck fuck!

I think I may have just screwed up what could have possibly been the greatest thing in my life. What have I done?

I unintentionally hurt someone just because I wasn't patient enough.

I really hate myself right now.

Going to have a good cry now. If you wanna talk, call the cell. Not sure I'll answer though.ETA: I think ( Read more... )

Newwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww apartment!

-does the new apartment dance-

Ok, so, I'll do an actual update about my weekend and dren later. Right now I gotta get my ass in gear and start unpacking.

So, paid-account expired yesterday. Poo. Have to wait until next week to get it back. Until then I'm stuck with six icons. Mmmm. Though my mood theme seems to be working. YAY ( Read more... )