i've unconciously cut myself from lj for most of the summer (4 months.... basically after my Japan trip!).... and did completely zilch in terms of updating fanfic...
made an attempt to visit all three johnny stores within my reach (only managed to visit one; i gave up looking for the other two when other things in that city dragged me away... hehe)
now it's back home to hair-tearing when all the unpacking begins...
1. every single time his character cries, i cry. 2. his taiyou no namida photo looks like he's going to cry. and that made me sad. 3. i was watching this random fanvid (ryoda) and i teared up. 4. ryoda makes me cry.