I can think of only a few things less blasphemous than this:

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I am ready for some new people, activities and ideas. I'm just hoping for the job at Navy Federal so I can release myself of the chains of having to be at Starbucks all the fucking time. I'm ready to find a good shadow and duck into it. Things are more appreciated when they're not in your face all the time. The same is true for me. I want to take ( Read more... )

I bought a road bike yesterday, and I can't wait for it come to my house. I'm going to ride that bike all over town, finally drop some pounds. And when I say some pounds, I mean approximately 30. Plus, I need to stop eating so much of the most non-healthiest foods ever. That might help. I've been thinking about the steps of Montreal, maybe I'll ( Read more... )

Well, I dropped Philosophy mid-way through the semester because I saw how taking 12 hours in six weeks was not a good idea. I got two B's, both in Sociology and Anthropology. Now I'm worry about Liberal Arts Math 1, the class I got a D in. I hope that since I got a D and not an F, then I don't have to take the class again. I'm not sure; anyone know ( Read more... )

Okay, so I am taking nineteen hours at PJC, just so I can be done with it in May and walk out of there with an Associates of the Arts degree that will have taken me four fucking years to get. I swear this degree, and my college experience in general, has been like a fleeting mistress, ever-so capable of eluding me. But anyway, I am going to apply ( Read more... )

Man, some days are worse than others. I'd love to just get up and leave and go start over somewhere else. But I have so much here that is holding me down. I long to just have my bike and just ride off to somewhere other than Pensacola. I was a complete fool for coming back here, I don't know that I was thinking. Given, Tallahassee wasn't that much ( Read more... )

I am a war of fear and hope. I fear the outcome of a life, yet conversely hope that the outcome comes to fruition. I pray and plead to the one that should not give ear to my meager, almost fraudulent voice. I make my plea for peace amidst a world of turmoil and neglect. I hold nothing but apprehension that I may be the one that falls into the ( Read more... )

I feel like I am doing a good thing, taking a good step.
I love my life, even if I don't like where it is. Change, my dear.

Last night at work an older customer I was talking to asked me, straight up, 'Well, are you happy with your life right now?' I didn't know what to do so I just smiled and politely laughed in his face. He said to me, 'Well, how do you expect to be able to live with yourself in ten years if you can't deal with the petty nonsense now?' I just kept ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to pony-up and get the iPhone.
I know it excessive and gaudy, but it is so fun!