Galenskap!
I am ready for some new people, activities and ideas. I'm just hoping for the job at Navy Federal so I can release myself of the chains of having to be at Starbucks all the fucking time. I'm ready to find a good shadow and duck into it. Things are more appreciated when they're not in your face all the time. The same is true for me. I want to take my world in its physical sense and build walls around it, with a small door at the side for less than casual entry and exit. I just don't feel like its necessary for me to give two shits about appeasing people; Fuck the common code! The way I see it, many a man have died a shallow life [and many more are in the process] because they are so wrapped up in the fleeting, tempting scent of a woman, career and success, that they forget about their lives. We are individuals and single units at our most base of terms! If that woman were truly apart of you, she would have been fused to your body! Cut all the right ties and tie all the right knots! I'd long to live in utopia, as long as it exists in my mind. Maybe I'm just scared or schizophrenic, but the life in my head works far better than the life on the Earth. All I am saying is that it seems nice to fall into the crack every once in a while, hide it out and appreciate the coarseness of the corner, and then randomly, and confidently, step back into the world. But then again, this is just me. Maybe I'm just allowing my words to paint and point me on a most-convoluted and circular route. We shall see, but I'm preparing my manifestos and my call to arms, just don't be so blinded by the idea of peace that you allow it to be kept by the misuse of strength or faith. Don't allow organized religion to become organized hate and stop alienating the world!