something I've never seen before. Watching you sing gives me chills and my fingers go numb. You give me a look like "was that okay?" I'm sorry, I never know what to say. Your voice, your passion, the way you move... I've always been so full of words, but when you're standing there before me, everything I want to say peels off my lips and evaporates ( Read more... )

So...I wrote this poem when I knew in my heart that this was over. This was supposed to mean the end. It felt like the end and I was coping...then the second poem is where I went back again, disregarding everything that I knew to be right and good for me....now I'm back at the same place where the first poem was written...but I haven't written ( Read more... )

Whenever I'm driving up to New Hampshire to see my family, I picture her sitting in the passenger seat ( Read more... )

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 I've been writing poems for weeks. I think my desire to create has started to invade my actual life. While making art is good, so is school and work. I wish I could adopt the philosophy "Make Art Instead" and still be able to eat and sleep inside. Anyway, today my own words just aren't doing it for me. It could be the paper on the Bhagavad Gita ( Read more... )

 Honestly, my life is upside down now. But then I found this and it reminded me how much I have learned. Even from a children's novel. It is and always will be my favorite book. I'm glad I'm not the only one who has learned more from a children's novel than a college education. Thanks Post Secret. It's strange, but I feel like I'm going to be ( Read more... )

 How do you know if you've made the biggest mistake of your life? What worries me is that I can't tell if I feel bad about it or if I'm feeling bad because I know I should feel bad about it and don't. My heart is torn. This can change everything. This can possibly ruin something beautiful. Or it could cause me to let something beautiful pass me by ( Read more... )

 For the first time, I feel like I have no idea where we're going. I was so sure about you and that used to scare me. Now that I'm unsure, I'm horrified. For once in my life, I need someone who is willing to fight for me. I've always fought for someone else. No one's life will be destroyed if I was out of it. If you were at risk of losing me, ( Read more... )

 December 1st is World AIDS Day ( Read more... )

talking on Skype about our cat. hahaha. lmao.

Christine 8:37 PM
lex is being super mean to the other kids today

java 8:38 PM
bad girl!

Christine 8:38 PM
yeah. she has a potty mouth today

java 8:38 PM
lol