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Dec 17, 2008 00:54

 For the first time, I feel like I have no idea where we're going. I was so sure about you and that used to scare me. Now that I'm unsure, I'm horrified. For once in my life, I need someone who is willing to fight for me. I've always fought for someone else. No one's life will be destroyed if I was out of it. If you were at risk of losing me, whether it's to someone else or not, would you even fight for me? or just let me go? We have something here that I don't think should be just thrown away. That's why I stuck around the past two times. Do you believe it? Would you stick around?

Have you ever given so much away that you feel like there isn't anything left for you? I said that I was alright with giving so much as long as I was yours and you were mine...and if I had your love. I always said that love was enough for me. But is it enough for you? Enough to survive and build a life on? I never asked for anything but love, loyalty, and honesty. I don't need anything else. If someone can't give me that much, I can't be with them because lacking those things hurts me so much. Is that too much to ask?

I don't know where we're going. I don't want to lose you. I would marry you tomorrow if you believed in us. I don't believe that this has to be hard.I It's really a yes or no question. I don't want to be with anyone else. I think that love is enough to sustain a happy existence. I want my house by the sea with solar power and the dogs. I will have it. The only question is whether you'll be there or not. And I hope you will be there, but again, it is your choice. I have never called the shots. I guess it's just not my nature.

I've got skin like birch bark
You can peel me off and lose me to the wind
I guess it's too late to protect myself from this

It feels like I've been driving north
It's getting colder by the mile
And at this rate I'll be buried in snow in no time at all
But you've been building these walls for a long time
It's not that I didn't know but you'd flash me another smile
As you'd lay another stone
And I still fall for that
I still fall for that one every time

Could you build me a guardrail
To keep me from falling off of the ledge?
Or throw me a rope and pull me out of this?
Could you sew me a flag to remind me
Where I stand without you it's easy to forget

Well I've been taking long drives with the music too loud
I've been dragging my feet over this February ground
And I've been talking to strangers at the local bars
And I wish they were you
You know it just brings me down
Tell me a joke or two I could use one now

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