well, its 5 in the morning, the day before my 7 hour lecture day, and i'm sitting here having been short of breath and feeling really tense for the past.....5 hours!!!! i hate the way panic attacks strike out of nowhere, i mean i'm not even fucking stressed! and its lasted for hours - not being able to breathe properly and so i can't sleep ( Read more... )

i'm so sad the first year of uni is over it was the most fun year of my life! still, i bet second will be amazing too. i passed the year with a 2:2, pretty good considering i did no work! i'm at home now, working three jobs. one's with this really cool catering company called high society that provide waitreses for really posh events like the brit ( Read more... )

unfortunatley i now have too much of a life to write in here ( Read more... )

denise found my daddy on the net! look he's so cute!! haha

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thought i better write in this thing as i have a spare moment and my life is so busy i never get time now ( Read more... )

so i got my essays back, i got a 2:1 for all of them except one in which i got a 2:2!! what a relief i thought i would fail but instead i was average if not higher in the class. i'm being really good now and i've started an essay already even though its in for two months time. i want to get 1st's this time ( Read more... )

i'm back at uni now ( Read more... )

hmm, lets just say i preferred the idea of getting a nose job to the reality.

i know i'll be pleased at the end but right now i'm wondering whatt the fuck i've done to my face. i look like a fucking alien, or a car crash.

my nose is filled with blood and shit and i really want to pick it but i can't, and my eyes are horrendous.

this sucks :(

well....i've had the nose sliced and diced y'all ( Read more... )

so i'm in the computer room bunking work. i handed in my notice a while ago but for the last week i've hated the thought of going, so last week i took off telling them i had mumps (hahah) and tonight i'm just not going in! they haven't even called...i guess they expected it ( Read more... )