hey all, haven't been on this for a long time.  wierd reading my old journals, they seem so immature, yet i don't feel like i've matured much since then.  it's late and i have to get going on finals, just felt like posting something.  in a contemplative mood.   one deep thought i guess:  i feel like i'm resisting my own happiness.  when i really ( Read more... )

yo, finally got the computer fixed back up. i broke it, oops, but all's well now. so, not much new here, i've got a couple students which is fun, and they're letting us do even more training for instructors starting a couple weeks from now and that always rocks. we lost our last hockey game 12-9, but i had 6 goals so it was still fun. we just ( Read more... )

well, it's been forever and a day since i updated. not much happened, same busyness. today was full of running around. my alternator decided to go nuts so i had to get jumped this morning almost making me miss a test. then i made it to the shop and they fixed it for 300, i hate cars. and they found another problem. mucho sucko. but i had to ( Read more... )

well i'm dead tired. just finished the test for my purple belt, hell yah. wierd how the sissiest color means you get to wear the badass uniform. they're so comfortable. the test was an hour and 45 min. long w/ no breaks and they kept us moving pretty much the whole time. this is where they start getting hard. i've heard brown/black belt test ( Read more... )

well, time to update the old journal. didn't pass that damn test for my instructor's belt...i missed one damn question about percentages that was by far THE most irrelevant question on the test. dammit. so, i get to wait til next tuesday to pass it. bah. i test for my next belt on friday though...that i'll pass cause it's really hard to fail ( Read more... )

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talked to my sis today for a while, she rules. every new update from now on will have a you know you're a minnesotan if... joke at the end...i know some people will appreciate these, they're pretty funny sometimes. (they're from a book) i take my instructor's test tuesday...first time i've actually been nervous for a test. i guess cause it's ( Read more... )

last day of work for the week today cause i get friday off. rock on. i've decided i can't do homework while the sun is up. it's just not possible. anyone else have this problem? anyways, not much going on in colorado. ski season needs to come quicker in my opinion, winter rocks. agassi's getting wooped...damn well, i can't think of anything ( Read more... )

work was real fun today. i cleaned and swept the house i'm helping build for 5 hours. sweeeeet. but i got to listen to music the whole time so it actually kinda rocked. gimme an ipod and a broom and i'll zone out and sweep til the battery runs out. then i'll be pissed..j/k i accidentally punched a guy in the head in karate today...i felt bad ( Read more... )

so, i've pretty much committed myself to karate. i had a like an hour and a half conversation w/ my dad yesterday. we pretty much argued about wether or not i'm a good hockey player...don't know who won, but he's convinced i'm just not confident enough. anyway, i have a really hard decision to make next fall...hockey or karate? basically i love ( Read more... )