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hey all, haven't been on this for a long time. wierd reading my old journals, they seem so immature, yet i don't feel like i've matured much since then. it's late and i have to get going on finals, just felt like posting something. in a contemplative mood. one deep thought i guess: i feel like i'm resisting my own happiness. when i really sit down and think about it, my life is going great right now. i can't do the things i want to yet, but there's good reason for that at present and i want to help some people close to me more than i am now, but i don't know if i can. however, it just hit me today that i really have very little relative to the average person to be truly stressed or anxious about. the things that matter to me most in life are my friends and those closer to me, and i realized today that i have that. so i've decided to remind myself somehow, often enough, that things are good. so if you see me bitching here or elsewhere, give me a good smack. anyways, time to study and time for bed. does anyone still come on livejournal?