I drank 2 glasses of orange juice today. NOT a good idea...my stomach is burning now ( Read more... )

We went to my uncles birthday party earlier til like 9. It was funny because my aunt was drunk and I've never seen her like that. This one lady almost dumped her beer down the front of me...then she looked at me like I did something wrong...heh. This one guy was trying to get my aunt to drink beer through a funnel. Austin got there a little while ( Read more... )

I called Mark...he cracks me up. My face hurts from smiling so much pft.
I'm REALLY hyper but I want to go to sleep so I can get up at like 10 tomorrow.
Yea this was a dumb entry but I'm happy now lol.

I was looking at the class rings and when I showed my mom the ones I liked she got all pissy because they don't say what school I go to. WTF? Madison is gay and I don't want it on my ring...she said I could get my stone green too and I don't want that either, I want it pink. I like the rings Chante and Serenity...I don't really like them with all ( Read more... )

I almost hate writing in here. I can't say what I really want to without people thinking I'm a freak(even though I'll admit I am) and I dunno it seems pointless. I think I'm just going to get off here and get ready for tomorrow. Yea ok.

Stuff is so messed up these past few days it's not even cool. I'm confused, happy, sad, worried, and wow I don't know. It's weird to feel like this. I don't like it. My mind knows that everything is wrong but then I just think "well, maybe it'll be okay" yea...right. I'm so fuckin scared, and there's nothing I know how to do, except the things I ( Read more... )

It's like I have two people inside of me. The good girl that people usually see, and then this horrible 'thing'. I don't mean horrible like angry or depressed, it's more like afraid or insecure. It's almost as if it tells me what to do, and even when I try to block it out it's still there, waiting. When someone says something that triggers it, I ( Read more... )

I'm really happy, probably the happiest I've been in awhile but I'm too afraid to enjoy it. I know that it won't last very long and if I get too happy it will just be worse when shit hits the fan. Argh ( Read more... )

Vacation was fun. Lots of hot guys heh. This 13 yr old was like stalking me for a day or two, but then I told him to quit one time and he left me alone. He kinda creeped me out lol. On the way home we got pulled over and got fined because we had a radar detecter and it's illegal in Virginia, that's some bs. I only used the elevator once and after ( Read more... )

My throat hurts =( Mleh. The lemonade I drank didn't help it either ( Read more... )