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Stuff is so messed up these past few days it's not even cool. I'm confused, happy, sad, worried, and wow I don't know. It's weird to feel like this. I don't like it. My mind knows that everything is wrong but then I just think "well, maybe it'll be okay" yea...right. I'm so fuckin scared, and there's nothing I know how to do, except the things I shouldn't. I feel like everythings riding on this... I know it's going to fall. And I don't know what I'm going to do when it does.