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dear steven
I miss you right now. I say right now because I usually don't. I've found someone who makes me truly happy. And you were never that person. But god damn it. When I think about you killing yourself, it makes me feel like I'm supposed to die too. Oh my god Steven. I loved you so much. I devoted myself to you for 4 years of my pathetic life. That's a ( Read more... ) -
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I'm so happy. It was supposed to be this way for a long time. I need to realize that exactly what I want, isn't really exactly what I want. I thought I was right about things. You, life, relationships, love, and it turns out I was right. And it also turns out I was wrong about things too, mostly myself. I learned that I'm stronger than I realized. ( Read more... ) -
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I'm about to lose my fucking mind. I'm so miserably lonely. I welcome all psychopaths and train wrecks, as my father and I both know I do. Will there ever be another Rebel for me? Maybe in 11 years when the cycle repeats and sleeps and eats and repeats and spawns another just like him. -
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None of this was your fault. You are absolutely perfect and wonderful and cute and amazing and THAT'S why I'm gone. I need space and time and realism. You're unrealistic, and you don't exist. Not in my world, anyway. I love you so much.
Your baby will always be here. -
tonight is an eric kind of night.
Have you ever had that instance where all you can say is "oh my god, I miss you" over and over until you think someone can hear you? And sometimes, you wonder if what you're saying is for the best. Are the recipients of your words supposed to be missed? No. Fuck no. It's wrong. But god damn it, I still miss you. I miss your over reactions. I miss ( Read more... ) -
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You're not making this easy for me.
"Just don't forget about me."
Fuck you. I want to forget you.
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eezy breezy teenage love.
Why didn't anyone tell me life was gonna knock me on my ass when I was scared and alone? -
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let me tell you a little bit about my dog, tanner ( Read more... ) -
today!
Sunday, August 1st ( Read more... )