So I realized, for the past oh I'd say three years, counting on me for a good time has become how do you say... hard.

I know that I've become introverted, quiet and filled with more sarcastic comments and eye raises than ever before; and I'm sorry, but that's just how I've always been, and I honestly don't think I should have to explain myself to ( Read more... )

Today
I am standing on the brink of extinction
But I am not afraid.
A new sensation
To not look back,
A destination
Unknown.
I will head there
Without fear,
Without compromise.

The future
Holds no promises,
It remains in a fog,
It is all that remains.
At the edge of tomorrow
I can see myself
But I am not me,
And I am not afraid.

-Jess

Hrm.

What's better Granola or Oatmeal?

I say Granola, because you can do so much with it, while oatmeal it's: water or milk make it hot eat it. Bleh.

Granola you can eat it with yogurt, or milk or straight out the package and even more things I can't even think of right now but are probably delicious.

Why am I thinking of this right now?

I honestly don ( Read more... )

At this moment I'm feeling so very cluttered, like everything inside me is telling me I need to do some mind cleaning ( Read more... )

So.

I'm not dying.

I have a hormone disorder. I'm not getting enough of one, and getting too much of the other. I have two options, either remove the uterus or stay on birth control doubling up when the yummy stuff comes running out of the baby hole. I don't like it, either option means no children, not that I want children, but it means they ( Read more... )

Anyone who knows me, knows that I hate sharing too much information. It's not that I'm a secretive person, no, it's because I don't think it's important to share every intimate detail of my life. Those who are close know, those who aren't ask and I tell, but I don't go out any just… tell.

But lately I've been feeling lonely, and it makes sense; I ( Read more... )