well goodness me, i havent posted here in ages! Well much has happened.

Europe was beyond amazing! St. Petersburg was probably my favorite city! i loved how different it was from everywhere else (of course thanks to their government and that whole communism thing that lasted a while) hahaha But it was all great and i met some amazing new people! A ( Read more... )

so friday was my very last final of my junior year. so i am officially a senior...its not like "OH YEAH IM A SENIOR BABY! WHAT NOW!" its like "holy crap i'm a senior...omg...wait...i have to apply to colleges now? wait!!!! i cant be a senior yet!" hahaha

but right after my final my friends and i kicked the summer off right with a pool party at my ( Read more... )

 i dont feel unwanted by my friends...i feel not needed. they all have someone else.

So I haven't posted in quite a while so i figured i would just ramble on for a bit.

I got my math test back and i got a B+! i think thats the highest ive gotten on a chapter test. and i have an 86% in the class right now, so as long as i keep that grade up for until the end of the year and get a B on the final, i should earn a B as my final grade ( Read more... )

  i went to my first college visit today. i went to Arcadia University and i rrrrrrrreally like it. it made me realize that i'm pretty sure i want a smaller school and one not in the city (although its still very close to Philly which is perfect). and it also made me realise that right now, im not picking anything based off of gymnastics ( Read more... )

todays doctors appointment for my knee what not exactly what i was expecting ( Read more... )

i have my good days and bad days. today, i will call it a good day  (that is until i go to physical therapy tonight ( Read more... )

 i need someone who will lend me their shoulder to cry on and not try to make me feel better or rationalize my thoughts and my pain ( Read more... )

so despite the state that my knee is in, how painful therapy is, how difficult it is getting around school, how much school i missed for the surgery, how sucky my spring break was, and how messy my room is, and how nervous i am for my teamate to do well at the meet, and how annoyed i am at my other best friend, and how i can never see my other ( Read more... )

I HATE YOUR FUCKING RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!

i want my friend back before i reach the point where i dont want her back anymore

UGH you both utterly disgust me. ill make sure i gag in front of you next time youre all over eachother. UGH