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I really thought life would be different by now. And it is, but not in the way that I thought. I thought I'd be a lot further along in life by 28. I thought I'd be done with school, have a career, be married and maybe have children. But no, that would be too easy. Don't get me wrong, I have come a long way. I've been off anti-depressants for over a ( Read more... ) -
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Unfortunately, I needed yesterday's kick in the ass. Yes, my first reaction was a pity party. In fact, I made myself sick with nausea and had to take a Fenergan. I went to bed and got up earlier (not early per se). Today I've been applying for lots of jobs. I admit, I try to hide my laziness/work anxiety. I've been coasting since I lost my job in ( Read more... ) -
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I'm not sure which med(s)are working against my sleeping pills but it sucks. I took them earlier today so maybe that will help.
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So yesterday marks the day that I started taking my PCOS meds again. I'm going to see if my acne, hirsutism and weight gained go away. If so, I'm going to see how long it takes to work ( Read more... ) -
PJ Harvey's Memphis (Jeff Buckley tribute)
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Just looked at pics of my dad. And something new happened. He's a stranger. Even the pics of young me seem not real. Who are these ppl? I don't remember these things. My first 8 years might as well have never happened. -
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"remember I am an ass"
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Yesterday: I just checked the mail and I have Cobra insurance! Nam Myoho Renge Kyo! Tomorrow I will clean out my locker at work and go to the unemployment office. I'm waiting for my acceptance letter from Southwest. Gotta study for the Compass test. Need a job that allows me to go to school. I's excited ( Read more... ) -
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So my anti-depressant stopped working 1.5 months ago. I haven't been to work the past week. I've started therapy. FAIL. I can't decide if her different approach is good or bad. She's starting to think that I missed work b/c I wasn't motivated. (Are you saying I'm a lazy ass bum?) I say it's b/c of work anxiety. Last time I checked, lack of ( Read more... )
